Today was one of the worst days of my whole JC life.
I have just been traumatised by a series of extremely unfortunate events.
Well I stayed over the airport on sunday night cause chair chair's flying off to uk. Just when I was on the last 27 bus bound for e airport, I realise I forgot to bring the apple muffins i baked for her and i ran home cos there was no bus. Then I wasted $$ to take a cab.
well that wasn't that infuriating though, I actually forgot to bring my EOM and I got screwed up damned badly, and my father couldn't find the FILE to send it over to me. Argh.
Pw is the scariest subject on earth I swear.
Sometimes I really hate myself for being forgetful, its like you don't have an inkling that you actually forgot somethings when you're tired and you get screwed real bad for it.
Now my wallet's got a hole, and I am seriously traumatised.
But I'm alright now =)
Thanks Peiling and sharon for listening me out. hahas it helped loads.
When I heard over the TV that more teens are crumbling understand stress, somehow i really can picture myself one day, perhaps mad or depressed hiding under the blanket and trying to run away from reality. Is reality that tough? Or is it our 'wonderful' and 'efficient' education system that is turning reality into such a nightmare?
It's really really really very very very tiring serious...
My homework's a mess, everyday I come to school and I have to handle with social problems, academic, what nots.
Must everything be so complicated in the first place?
Why can't everything be like the past?
nothing to lose, nothing to hide.
For a moment I felt so stressed up that I just felt like bursting, like there are so many things and yet you are helpless as you watch the pile of work crushing you flat.
I even dream walking to school and attending lessons where everything is learnt with minimal stress, where everyone is friendly and warm, where meaningless rivalry and boundaries never existed at all.
It's been so long since I've came, and I'm still struggling to find a source of warmth before I turn into ice.
I do feel tinges of it here and there, and I hope that they are not another ignis fatuus again.
I really need a break, national day's coming. But something tells me the fatigue and 'deadness' in me need more than just a week to dispel.
-Me-
Danny Wong
04.07.89
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Vjchoir! =D
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