In Loving Memory
It really hurts to know how fragile life is.
One moment you are alive and kicking, going on with life just like every other day.
Yet deep inside, beyond that mask you chose to hide your pain behind, you feel so trapped and hurt you're bleeding to your death.
Nobody could understand the indescribabe agony, nobody asked why.
Your quiet smiles and gentle ways were etched in the everyone's minds.
A pity, it really is, to know that all of these will only be part of our memories.
I can't imagine, what you must have felt.
To decide that death was a better way out.
I couldn't understand, what conflicts raged ever so violently in you.
It really hurts me, that I couldn't have known you better.
To know you used to be just around all of us, yet we didn't take the chance to know you better.
The news hit me, and it sunk me like a ship which collided with an iceberg.
I couldn't understand why it hurts so much when I'm not even close to you.
The harsh reality must have been too overwhelming.
To the extent that you could actually muster the courage to do such a thing.
Even though you can no longer see this now,
I really do hope you know your friends will miss you dearly.
Even mere acquaintances will observe a moment of silence for you.
Someone please stop the Angel of Death.
Stop taking away the people around me.
Why are there so many deaths lately?
It really shudders me to know my life could just end in an instant.
Even scarier to know that when it happens, I can no longer hear the people around me.
That I will be forgotten in years to come.
That I could no longer see the faces of my family and friends.
Such intense grief and sadness.
Why?
I really don't understand why you chose to end your pain this way.
Now nothing can be reversed, nothing can be done.
You chose your path, even though it devastated everyone else.
May you rest in peace.
-Me-
Danny Wong
04.07.89
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