I caught a glimpse of a hope not too long ago.
A shimmering beam of light, gentle and warm.
It gave me hope, telling me all is not lost.
It gave me strength, gently pushing me to go on.
It gave me wisdom, showing me how narrow and foolish I had been.
I thought I could bask in it for a long time.
I thought happiness finally came around the corner.
Just when I thought I didn't have to go back into isolation,
the truth has to reveal itself and all the initial evaporated as quickly as it came.
Why? Why has this all have to happen?
Was it that hard? It wasn't too much to ask wasn't it?
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Its painful to see someone wither away,
how they lose their hopes and ideals and their cheery deposition.
What's even more painful, is to look at yourself everyday in the mirror
and realise, you are nothing but a shadow of your past yourself.
Its excruciating to walk alone in school knowing full well almost all of them treats you like a stranger.
Sometimes we all have to learn to be content with what we have, our friends, our family.
I wish I could too, but I know I have to.
Its so difficult to piece my life back together right now.
Someday I know I'll need a time out. Someday soon perhaps.
-Me-
Danny Wong
04.07.89
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