Yeah you guys were right. Its time to move on. yup =)
People change, things change. For quite some time my head was so full of thougts and troubles it'll probably burst if you prick it with a pin. For the past I was feeling so disturbed and down, worse still I realised I haven't really got to know anyone really well that they were able to help me up when I fell down real hard.
Perhaps I just thought too much, all these insecurities and stress got me real sensitive and uptight. Kinda realised it pissed quite alot of people around me off. Haven't really been myself at all, everyday I just spend like half the time thinking and worrying about so many uneccesary things. It's time to move on danny. Hahax. Haven't really started JC right so far, ever since I transferred to 06A13 I haven't got to know them really well though they look really fun. Everyone in choir's kinda tired and shagged from all these training, everyone's just kinda stressed up and in a bad mood most of the time somehow. I don't deny it, but I still wonder if I made the right choice to stay in VJ somehow? Maybe I'll learn to love it but the time isn't here yet. I can't blame it on choir I guess, its a good place to sing in though lots of misunderstandings and unhappy things have happened somehow.
I just realised something, after settling down for the past few days and all. That homework's kinda piling up damned high right now and it's gonna take a lot out of me to sort it or out. Perhaps pl was right, there are actually many other happy things around you that you can do , why tie yourself up with so many unnecessary things? For a moment I kinda struggled to sort out my priorities that I was barely clinging on to my sanity. School's going to start soon, I think its high time to really set things straight. But what do you know, Italy's coming in 3 weeks time, okay make that 2 weeks. It's DAMNED fast okay. It's a huge competition and I wanna make it a good one. Just let me break from this shadow that's been haunting me and all.
when you feel that you've never been worse in your whole life, things can only get better cause it can't get any worse. I'm betting on it. Lolx. I still feel damned drained you know, like I have no energy to do anything. Chocolates really help though. They lift you out of depression and gives you energy. Hahas. Alrights, forward to a better life! =)))
-Me-
Danny Wong
04.07.89
holy innocent's pri.xinmin sec. vjc.
Vjchoir! =D
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