Should I? or not?
Lost in a shroud of uncertainty all day. It's really starting to get more complicated that what I had imagined. So many different factors, each trying to pull me away from the other. For once I had to decide exactly what I wanted and where I wanted to go. I think I know what I would do now. Hope I didn't make the wrong choice though.
What a painful day.
There used to be someone who fell so hard that the heart was shattered into pieces. That someone thought the heart was dead and numb ever since that day he the little hope that he had clinged on for so long was but an illusion. And so he thought it would continue to be this way until he walked in the woods and someone breathed life unto him.
In his mind he thought the many shattered fragments would be healed and pieced back as hope started to flicker within. But even storms happen in the most beautiful beach on earth, and so this small little hope started to flicker as a ravaging storm started to brew. It prayed that something would stop the end of its short-lived and miserable life, so hard that it made the one which haboured the hope lifeless. He tried to cling on, but the breath that gave life to him started to fade.
He thought it would come back, but when he opened his eyes and looked around. He realised that he was not the only one who wanted to piece his heart together. Others started to crowd around him, and soon he realised that this little breath that almost gave him life would never come again. He wanted to walk away, but he could not bear to give up this dying hope of his.
And so the story goes on, with that little someone feeling lost as he always has been.
Ichosetobelieve.
hopingitsnotlikethelast.
butasitendsIlearntobefaithlessagain.
-Me-
Danny Wong
04.07.89
holy innocent's pri.xinmin sec. vjc.
Vjchoir! =D
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