Sorry for the long absence of senseless musings lolx. It's been EONS since I had the urge to type another post. I guess I need this blog to destress for a while.
Did I actually tell you that my O levels start next monday and my eyes are still glued on to the computer screen for the past 2 hours?
'Get off the screen danny, and glue ur eyes to the textbook instead'
That's what my subconcious mind has been droning incessantly for the past few hours. Great, what am I doing here then? I guess the 'negative' elements in me kinda took over. That's why I'm still relatively unsucessful in anything I do.
Sigh, have I told you I always hated exams? Because I don't and will never see the point why my life is determined by major examinations. But come to think of it, what other things can determine my capability then? Yet all I manage to do everyday is to slack and slack. Hahax. Resulting in severe lack of A1s in my report book.
Oh yeah, if anyone actually reads this post of mine as many would probably think it's abandoned for eternity or something. You guys might wanna drop by this site, www.retardpatrol.blogspot.com . You get to read posts making scathing YET absolutely hilarious comments about the usual ah bengs and ah lians who make up, take absolutely moronic photos featuring their 'cUtExxx and cHiOxX' faces and spastic looking BIG eyes. You even get to see ah bengs who are pathetic at adobe photoshop trying to blur up their photos and EVEN labeling themselves and 'XiAo YanDaO and CutExx' or smth liddat. My GOD. I had a good laugh reading cause I happen to meet countless retards in school EVERY SINGLE DAY. Not that I do now since I'm on study leave. Hahax, perhaps you might decide not to take pictures of urself acting cute or smth after you read those posts . For one, being ah lians or ah beng actually immediately gives you a social label of intellectually handicapped or simply cheap. Talk about bimbos and airheads. lolx.
Okay, enough of such talks. Hahax, they never fail to get me worked up. You would too if you saw how pathetic they behave in school. Spewing strings of vulgarities, banging the table to some lion dance rhythm as if that's the only pathetic rhythm they know in their entire life. I could still remember how they leave their plates behind for the UNCLE to collect. How morally upright is that? our CME programs are sure effective.
Damned I'm back to the topic again. okay okay. The task at hand right now should be tackling this gargantuan obstacle. I'm convinced exams are BOTH physically and psychologically damaging. Serious. Ever since we started preparing for the 'O' levels, I often get bouts of emptiness and depression. As if I've lost my REAL direction in life, which is the O levels for now. What happens after that then? I guess I'll play like @#$@#$ lolx. Then I'll go on to JC, then NS and hopefully NUS.
What happens then?
It gets me mentally exhausted just tryin to think of it. Well, provided I can even live to that age. I have been convinced that life IS extremely fragile. Who knows just a month later someone might be gone from some unfortunate accident. I get shudders just thinking of it =(
Crap man,I'm thinking of so much absolutely irrelevant stuff that has nothing to do with studying.
Someone STAB me.
Okay I was kidding. stabbing me CAN kill me. Hahax. Maybe when you guys read this post, sms me with the words as follows 'STUDY FOR YOUR 'O' LEVELS you jerk." Lolx. Will it actually work? hahax. Seems like I'm trying to compensate for the long absence of posts by typing so much nonsense at one shot. ALRIGHT I'm GONNA FINISH STUDYING now. okay =D wish me luck!
I'll TRY to fill up more posts after my exams provided I'm not so totally having fun somewhere, somehow. hehx =D
-Me-
Danny Wong
04.07.89
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Vjchoir! =D
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