Was I blinded? Or could I have identified the wrong person?
Whatever the case, I'm glad to declare that I'm gonna forget all about it.
It's stupid I think, I'm starting to sound like those love deprived girls who always say i miss you etc etc in their blogs.
Yuck.
Hax.
Yeah it's just not worth it.
Everything's over by now, it's time for me to just study.
She's going out =D
anyways there is someone else who cares for me more.
friendship first =D
Everything else can come after I've passed this stupid crisis .
thanks to those understanding people who cheered me on when I needed it =D
It's heartening esp when the whole world's just stressing you up.
I don't know what I'll do to her though.
I guess just let everything go.
If what she does makes her happy, who she's with makes her glad.
I shall be happy. hahax.
and please people out there, do not make wild guesses, she's probably not who you think she is.
I'm not gonna be trapped by this scary feeling anymore.
Formless, invisible, formidable it is.
it has no smell, it has no taste.
But when it gets into you
it festers, and soon you are at it's mercy
yes, when you have this towards someone
you'll do all the crazy things you can't explain.
but it's crazy. it's pointless. it's ends in naught.
how many people have suffered in it, died for it or sacrificed so much for it?
In the end, if it's not reciprocated, you end up with nothing.
No joy, no laughter. But only with pain and a mountain of sacrifices.
Is it worth it? Don't think it is.
Is it true in the first place?
am I even capable of conceiving something true?
or am I merely thrusting sadness into my own hands in the notions of it?
Maybe it's because she doesn't know about it.
who cares =D
when you really like someone, it doesn't really matter if she loves you or not.
Because you know that when she's safe and sound, happy and all, you feel happy.
-Me-
Danny Wong
04.07.89
holy innocent's pri.xinmin sec. vjc.
Vjchoir! =D
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