Did I tell you how painful it feels when the person you like so much tells talks to you about how much she likes some other guy?
My it really does feel as if someone just used took a scalpel and sliced up your heart piece by piece.
Can you see me, here i am...
standing here, well i'm always there.
and getting to see you everyday in school isn't helping at all.
I really feel like giving up, liking you is such torture for my heart.
Why must all the girls I like so much either have a bf or already liked some senior somewhere?
Not like they'll care about me even if they didn't like someone.
I just refuse to accept my rotten experiences.
I felt like waiting, thinking maybe one day you'll change.
But now I really doubt it.
I really do.
I really wish you could be my shelter from the storm that rages in me all the time.
I wanted you to be my safest place to hide from all the scary things I see everyday in life.
If you don't know by now, you're the only one.
In the past I hope.
Does it mean all the nightmares I often have of you walking away with someone else will end?
It will I guess, cause it will happen soon.
ARGH
Frustration inflates me like air into a balloon.
I'm gonna explode.
Maybe not after I finish typing and venting my frustrations.
Blasted feelings.
I shall learn to be cold and lifeless from now on.
okay maybe not.
Sigh.
I sound so farking despo.
boo.
-Me-
Danny Wong
04.07.89
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