Why is having emotions such a burden?
It's ever-changing nature puts you in an ever confused state of mind.
I don't seem to understand mine either.
It's frustrating, cause you can't figure out anything despite racking your brains.
Today it seems that loneliness has found me.
it swallowed me like the bottomless blackhole.
Left me as empty as a souless shell.
I can't understand myself.
I know I'm looking for someone all the time, I know she's there.
But no matter how many times i looked around, she just never appeared.
Then it seems that I'm played too much of those mind games.
To the extent that I've been a facade all along.
Sometimes people shows you smiling faces, and speak such sweet words to your ears.
But the truth is just that it's all but part of their game.
And I'm just another pawn.
It's not too bad actually, because they are pawns of mine too.
okay i know you don't understand what i mean.
But it's alright.
I don't wish to stay quiet and act like some outcast.
I'm just not someone like that.
But sometimes I really can't help myself.
I need some time alone, yet I absolutely abhor loneliness.
Sigh, who would be able to fill up this void in the depths of my unfanthomable self?
maybe I'm just tired...
So i'll go rest now =D
-Me-
Danny Wong
04.07.89
holy innocent's pri.xinmin sec. vjc.
Vjchoir! =D
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