So tired...
Never felt like breaking down until now. I guess I'm starting to fall sick already.
Sad.
Now everything REALLY seems to end.
Uniform groups are stepping down too. Everything is starting to step down.
Mine's next week.
Am I supposed to be happy?
Yes it's going to create alot of free time for me, but in the end it's all just eaten up by studying and mugging like an idiot.
So much for placing LESS focus on exams.
I think we're all so sick and tired that if they do suddenly lessen the load on students, we'll just spend all the time trying to make up for our lost childhood.
So sick and tired.
I still feel alienated in my class somehow. Can't feel anything inside, or maybe i'm just too numb for anything like tt.
Somehow there are many people who are just from different worlds.
After stepping down I'll have lesser contact with juniors already.
That kinda = drifting away from them.
How happy can I be when I know that I have to go through 7-8 months of intensive drilling right now?
I want to. But i JUST don't like it.
I'm not the kind tt studies as if it's my life.
Does this mean I'll flunk my exams?
I can't stop projecting this negative influence over myself.
I feel I haven't enjoyed enough.
Maybe I never will.
Haix. Going all through this alone is tough.
Loneliness is scary, loneliness kills.
But it isn't something you can just dispel as you wish.
Help =*(
-Me-
Danny Wong
04.07.89
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