Finally all the papers are back and gone through. It was tiring, not only the exams but the receiving of the results. Kinda scary. It was better than I thought since I haven't studied much this time. Got 3 As and a couple of Bs and Cs.
Wait.
Piano exams are coming. Hahax. Guess they are never ending.
I've never felt that exams are over anyway.
The end of the exams was only a symbol of another chapter of of life.
I feel like running away. Far far away. I don't want to grow up, I don't want to accept the looming responsibilities and torture that lies ahead.
It's hard to live stress free and carefree like those we often see in movies and stories.
Why do we have famous quotes on how to live life to the fullest? How can we do so when we're simply restricted by everything we do. I know it's alright to be pushed and stretched, stressed and pressurized. But I can't deny that I have grown afraid of it. Scared.
What if i'll never be able to get a job? what if i'm just someone mediocre all my life?
perhaps it's fated.
perhaps it was made to be like this.
Who cares yeah?
The truth never fails to hurt.
Hope everything's going to be fine =)
-Me-
Danny Wong
04.07.89
holy innocent's pri.xinmin sec. vjc.
Vjchoir! =D
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