Today was a bad day. So very bad.
I came to school on a rather light tone. Besides that there was a mountain of homework not done at all. It was kind of depressing enough.
School ended quick, like a poof!
And so I packed my bag and choir came...
It started out rather ookay. I warned the people that lousy excuses cannot be accepted.
Then I went for a meeting. It was good I think.
But guess what. I came out to go to the piano area for bass sectionals. I went back later, then I found tenors slacking outside the choir room. I wasn't in a very good mood at that time already. and Boom, I exploded. hahax. I scolded the tenors on how slack and playful they were, with no thought of improving or being serious about sectionals at all. Argh. It took half out of me. I feel so tired. I'm bloody tired. I'm wondering why I was ever so stupid to take up the post of something so big. What do I get? I get people totally not appreciating what we have done for them. They joke and play around. Then all the things they can do is to say who who who think very big den always say us. I can't get it, why are they so dense? I thought that a correct mindset and attitude is not THAT hard. Not that hard at all! but all they are good at is to give some stupid attitude. Then never bother to sing, only bother to quarrel with me that they got sing blah blah blah. I'm so sick of it man. I was like just finished scolding the tenors and I went into the choir room and all I saw was girls not that great either. Some were even worse, they can stand on one leg, make their hair, look into the mirror. seniors btw. Gosh man. And all I wanted to do is to correct all that. Is it wrong? is it? NO! how can it be wrong? You mean I'm wrong for trying to help the choir improve? what is this? Why am i doing something nobody appreciates, and all people return is some lousy results. People invest, and they get rewards and returns. Look at this? wat are they giving me? What the hell man. this is sad. real sad.
I pray for the resilence to carry on with a community with no conscience.
-Me-
Danny Wong
04.07.89
holy innocent's pri.xinmin sec. vjc.
Vjchoir! =D
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