I'm finally back again posting, I hope I can try and blog often i hope, somehow I just get really too tired. Life's been the same i guess, and ever since the school reopened, the usual stress and stuff comes rushing at you. Choir had stopped for about a week, and it will only reopen after the mid-year exams...
Somehow I suddenly felt really farni when there was no choir practices anymore, suddenly felt like it had left a void that has yet to be filled. I guess that's natural eh? It's not like I can't live without choir practices but, no choir practices would mean I will have to focus on studies!! argh, that's one thing i seriously don't really like. Btw, I watched Prince of Egypt last sunday, and it's impact and inspiration is still fresh in my mind. It's really great you noe? Although it has been playing for a quite a few times already but still, it's still very very nice =). Choir had elections last saturday, oh, in case u haven't noticed, i'm trying to relate events in backward motion. Okay, so that fateful morning, my alarm clock rang and I didn't wake up. So i woke up a bit too late, and I started screaming and shouting( i noe i sound bad but...) cos they did not wake me up even though they heard my alarm clock. Haiya, den I quickly got to the cake shop, and met lirong and gang there. I called a taxi at that time, and we all went to school . Suprisingly, when I stepped into the choir room, there was NO teacher! incredible huh! But mr yong came real soon. And the AGM was on the way! It ended as fast as it started, and we all scrambled down to eat the food our dear handsome yong soon has sponsored for us. Great huh. Well, after that, we ate the cakes and went to watch the melizo III CD. Oh my i tell you, my voice sounded extremely not-nice in video, well, so is the rest lah. I wasn't very happy seriously, but i guess I don't sing well in the first place, hoho.
My math is still in a mess, and I just can't seem to figure out HOW to do my maths. I had maths test today, and it was so very 'easy'. and the social studies too, I don't know if i'm fine or wad, but i've never scored As, always in the B area, how 'interesting'. Ah, never mind that. I think i really have to start revising and revising, yet i don't know where to start from... How troubling... hai hai hai! Wish me luck everyone, I need to brave through this onslaught of books,tests and exams.
Yesterday before I slept, I suddenly looked at my watch, 12 april!!! And suddenly this thought struck my mind, time had oassed really very quickly. I haven't done anything much besides melizo III and studying, and suddenly i'm approaching mid-yr. It feels like i just passed 2 months in sec 2. Why is this SO!!?? I don't want time to pass to fast, I don't want to grow up and go 'O' levels or wadeva or army or wad. I wanna stay here, or even return back to sec 1. Life seriously isn't very nice to me at all. Why do all of us have to go through all this torture, to grow up and turn dull and tired from work and stuff. It's really pathetic you know, for all of us to go through the same process of dying an early death. Hahax. I'm mad i think, and I really hope i am, so that i can go jumping on the cushions in the asylum and never come out. By this very minute that I am typing these words, seconds tick by, just like the sand flowing in the hourglass. How I wished I time was like the sand in the hourglass, where I could turn it over whenever I like to. Or even better, put it horizontally and let it stay there for ever, so i'll live my life like this and never grow up? hahax... I know i'm just dreaming, or maybe being naive . But I would rather live in my world of dreams... And it IS important to dream, for if there were no dreams, there would be nothing to realise. I'm going to stop here now, I'll really try to blog daily or smth, hahax. Take care everyone!
-Me-
Danny Wong
04.07.89
holy innocent's pri.xinmin sec. vjc.
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