Beautiful disaster

Sunday, March 28, 2004

Finally done with my blog... I've been searching for a skin for a few days already, and the current one i'm using isn't what I really wanted... Well, guess nothings perfect =) To the peeps reading my blog, I hope you know that my old blog is inactive for a really long time already...HahaX~
Today was probably another chapter... maybe only a single page of my life. It seemed rather dull , and i've been living my life as though it was scheduled even before I was born. I don't deny the fact that I am sick and tired of the monotonous lifestyle, and i wish to break free of the chains that bind me to it... Oh well... I'm still really tired, really really tired... I didn't get to rest for the holidays because of MeliZo III. I didn't regret it though, cause it was the least I could do to help make the concert a success.. Oh, I haven't blogged about melizo yet right? well, lemme try and remember what happened on that day...
I woke up rather early that day, probably around 8+, cause I agreed to go out for breakfast with jamie they all. I arrived at compass at 9, as agreed earlier on. But it turned out that I'm the earliest one and Jamie is STILL in BED! ArghX... Kitson soon arrived and we went to macs , after waiting like ten minutes for the rest of the people to arrive. I think i better skip this rather uninteresting part of that day... Hahax ----------> so i finished my food and rushed to school for chemistry lesson, which I was very late for... I went into de music room and put down my bag... I couldn't remember what happened next... Oh OH! The programme booklet! It had alot of mistake and we were all frantically trying to correct them... By then I was already tired out , and the events that followed was worse. We were all on the bus as planned but guess what, someone lost e choir room keys and they were all scurrying about, trying to look for the keys... They kept on searching and searching, until someone told us to go to vch first, and so we dID! We arrived there and I went up and into the backstage along with the rest of the people. However, I get to go to a private changing room with alan and kitson! Hahax.. The rehearsal was on, and we ran through all the songs... I thought it was still okay though, but i know the conductors probably knew it sucked but didn't want to dampen out spirits. The rehearsal ended with miss lim scolding us, on how unprofessional we were... Then I went in to the male toilet, and struggled with my contact lenses for HALF AND HOUR!! can u believe iT!?? and my whole left eye was swollen by then... Poor me =) I had dinner and it was time for the concert already... Everyone was really nervous i think, and I kept hugging people and being hugged by people. AiyAx... And so we finished the first half, really quickly, and i think it was below average. My solo part for Amen really suxed i think... oh well. Did i mentioned that the make-up was terrible? people said i look like that fei yu qing with poisoned lips...Haha~ Then I went to make-up again, but for rasputin this time... It was much better i think, at least not like some drunkard in a bar that hasn't slept for 49 days... The musical started!!! and the leads forgot to switch on their mics!!! It really freaked me out.. Soon it was MY turn... I tried to be really calm , really really calm... And I started to sing! then sing arh sing, but I could feel my support is not as strong this time. But nvm lah, I sang as loud as I could. When it ended, lots of people clapped! I felt really happy, but still, I was affected by the lousy performance before...Then the last part, where I had to scare people that part, didn't turn out as well as i thought... People were too noisy le, den didn't hear me... Nvm lah, people still clap clap clap! Everything end le... I was totally numbed by then, so i couldn't accept the fact that it's all over. Even now i also cannot accept it... Haiz, It is as though my life suddenly lost a direction to follow. Aiya, I think i write too long le. To those who managed to read to this part of my entry, I salute you for your patience! Okay lar, i shorten abit, so everybody went home, i did too, although it costed me alot...
Actually I still wanted to talk about todays investiture de, but i think too longwinded already... Nvm.. I shall continue some other day~ Please pray for me, that i can finish my homework in time..

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